It baffles my mind that I am a person who takes about 10 meds a day, that I'm at the point where just don't make me feel good anymore.
For helping me to breathe along I take:
-Tobramycin (which i beleive has the opposite effects and alludes to feeling like you're dying rather than getting better)
And for antibiotics I take:
- A shot of tequila
-and most recently finished Cipro, and Levaquin which i'm thinkin didn't do their job, oh well.
So it strikes me as bizarre that I take all these things in order to combat the wrath and horror that is lung disease, and yet they don't work. Or they're starting not to. I dunno, it is hard to explain but anyone in a similar situation can attest to the fact that it is true.
At what point does it all become redudent?
Yeah yeah, shut up all of you i know what you're going to say: "but you have to take them b/c...." blah blah blah. I know that. I take them to 'prevent' me from getting worse, faster. I take them to keep me as i am, to keep the infections from boiling and toiling and taking over. But then this begs the question: why go on more?
Jesus God on his goblet throne, whatever would i've done had i lived in another time?