I just got back from getting my hair 'did'. I got blonde and maple colour put in it, and i also got a bit of bangs! They look fine if i have sunglasses on or my hair up, but when my hair's down.....I look a little bit like an alien. We're not sure exactly how we feel about this yet. We'll have to consult ourselves on the matter a little later on when the shock has worn off.
Went to TGH yesterday for rehab. So far this week i've had no appts! Next week I am attempting my G driving test again (hope all my fucking exterior lights are working!) and then the week after i have a meeting with the surgeon about the results of the scope i just had, and the day after I have PFTs.
I dunno how i feel about all this testing though to be honest. Each time i get a new test scheduled I feel like it's a set back and a step back. I dunno...somehow i have an inkling that i'm put on hold almost on the list until i get these appts done....like last week - hello! - i finally got over that hurdle, felt a little closer to the finish line and a little closer to transplantland, and bam, nope, sorry, you have 2 more appts. Please try again. Do not collect $200. Do not get lungs. Stay behind the tape. Don't forget to cough.
I dunno. Maybe i'm just a miserable sod but this waiting game and this constant testing is wearing me out and getting me down and i don't like it for a bit. There were 3 transplants done over the weekend at TGH and when all the Wednesday people saw me, they were bummed b/c they were hoping i had been one of them. But no. Maybe i'm just a horrible, selfish person. I dunno.
As it stands, in this very moment, in this very little space of time, I feel like it might not ever come. And when it does, I will have waited a very long time. I hope this is not the case and that i've just had too much time to think, but it sucks feeling this way.
I can't be the only one who feels this way, can I??