My Double Lung Transplant

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Ugggggghhhhhhhhhh

*cracks open eye*

Ugh.

*rolls over and falls onto floor out of bed*

I feel like crap today. Complete and utter crap. I feel like my legs weigh a ton - like i have been at the beach all day in the water or something.They feel heavy like they are full of wet sand or something. Same goes for my arms.

I feel like a heavy, sandy, wet mess. And i'm full of thick, sticky, horrible bright green crap in my lungs today. If i cough and breathe in it makes this horrible sucking sound, but i can't bring anything up b/c it is occupied with clogging my lungs and refuses to be cleared.

Ugh.

And i have to go to rehab but I don't feel like it. And it's snowing in huge fat flakes outside, but luckily my precious Red Rocket is protected in my garage away from it all.

I kind of wish it was Friday so i could just stay here and watch The View and read Vanity Fair and drink a pop. And I don't know what to eat for lunch...I just had a nutrigrain bar.

I'm not making any sense. But at least i'm wearing sweatpants.

2 comments:

Marjolein said...

Biggest hug to you!

Heavy tired arms and legs suck!

As for the green sticky junk, I hear you. I still think of that almost every day. How lucky I am that I don't that anymore.

Hope you can lay down soon, give your body some rest. I know nothing else but laying down helps from the heavy limbs, not even that really...

Hugs

Amy said...

I DIED at red rocket...its a dog's penis!!!!!!!!!! OMG I am hacking all over myself!!!!!!

Sorry you feel shitty

<3